Stop feeling sorry for yourself. Everyone else is scared too. Everyone is afraid. Everyone is in pain. Everyone is facing huge challenges. Everyone has to overcome setbacks. Everyone is in a fight. Everyone has to face the unknown. No one knows for sure what is coming. Everyone has a past. Everyone has regret. Everyone has made mistakes. Everyone has upset people. Everyone has had people tell them no. Everyone faces constant criticism. Start taking responsibility for yourself, your thoughts and your actions. You are not a beautiful and unique snowflake that the world has put all of it’s resources together to stack the odds against.
Your situation is not as special as you think it is.
If you’re unhappy with your current situation get up and do something about it. You need to stop telling yourself the bull***t story that you’re not capable of having the life that you want. You need to start taking massive action day after day and act in spite of the discomfort and pain you feel mentally and physically.
Action will quickly put an end to your pity party.